What been going on? you ask

Something has changed and was not something i ever expected to happen. It is something great but for me i have no idea how to deal with it. How about if im wrong it could just be a huge mistake. I put it off for awhile and the change is still there. I pretended the change was not actually there and i had idea about it. with that the change became more obvious to a point where it shall not be ignored. i tryed to change but it changed with me. guess ill have to accept it. I will step in and strike with conviction